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*s0me of thE beSt thiNgs in Life are Total Mistakes*

...y0u cAn NeVeR Be TOO hAppY iN tHiS LiFe...

crAzy_bibE

bkt ganun? kht p nga sbhin ko na nd kita ppansinin, na titiisin kita, kpg lumapit kna, bumibigay nko agad. sna tlga my lakas ako ng loob. alm ko nmn na kaya ko eh. oh bka un lng tlga ung akala ko. dhl cgro nga kht nung una plng nd n tlga kita kyang tiisin. minsan naiinis nlng ako kc lge nlng taung gnito. sobra kng mgaway. sobra din pag bati. tps kpg bati nmn ambilis din ulit mgaway. hai. pra taung mga bata. pro tama. bata pa nmn tlga tau eh. pro ewn ko. sa tuwing maiisip ko kc na i dnt deserve something or mrrmdaman ko na prng ayaw ko na, ung moment lng na un. kc after nun, balik n nmn tau sa dati. prng aso't pusa lng. hai. kelan ba tau mgbbago? pro alm mo sna lng ung pgbbgo na un, sna sa mas ikkbetter ntin. better together! i dnt want it any other way. xmpre gusto ko pdin together. which is strange kc nga naiicip ko na minsan mg-give-up pro alm ko nd ntin kya un preho. pro db cnsb ko nmn sau na kya ko un, un nga lng sa tingin ko sa salita lng ako eh. torture un everyday pag nagkataon. hai. ewn ko nlng. ryt now, i just wanna talk to you, i just wanna be beside you. kht wlng usap bsta gusto ko sa tabi lng kita. knowing that ur by my side will make everything ok na, if not long term, atleast for the moment and for the days to come. mpguusapan din ntin un. alm ko kht sbhin p nting sawa na tau, alm ko nd pa. strong tau db.. im just praying na nd dumating ung tym na mgng katotohanan n ung pgging pagod ntin. na tuluyan nang my mggive-up. ewn ko nlng. nkktakot un. pro sb ko nga, at tlga nga cgrong totoo, tau ung strength ng isa't isa pro tau din ung weakness ng isa't isa.. hai. ;p

crAzy_bibE

i really hate it when you have spent so many hours in a task and then at the end of the day, what you've done is not yet enough or even below to what is expected. it's really frustrating especially that it is not your fault. you can not blame them if you can not contact anyone because of a f****** voicemail or an answering machine. hai. thought of something to make my work musch easier. hope it works. nwei. it's a holiday, but i'm working. more moolah for me!!

nice..

nice..

looking forward to our swimming this weekend. actually it will be our last get together since i-don't-wanna-say-who will go back home and the worst part is i have absolutely no idea when will be the next time that we will be together again. i dnt even know if i-don't-wanna-say-who will come and visit me. hai. maybe i'll just live one day at a time. but then again i know that you know but i still wanna say it, i will miss you terribly and miserably and that i dnt wanna think about it now.

but as you always say, i should be strong, we should be strong..

right now, i just wanna go home and be with you...............................

crAzy_bibE

i dnt wnt to let go.. i knw if its not now then when.. but you knw what i dnt evn wnt to know.. evn if i feel lyk giving you up, i know in the back of my mind i cant let you go..i dnt wnt to! evn if its the most appropriate thing to do ryt now..

im torn between what my heart wants and what my brain is telling me..

im torn between the right thing and what i think is right..

and the hardest part is that im torn between happiness and sadness!

no one can help me but myself..

i dnt want to make a choice..

but i cnt jst let things be..

somebody help me..

i am slowly dying inside..

i wonder why im feeling sad today. maybe its bcoz of the weather.. maybe not.. hai.. hope its jst the weather.